My answer was always “I don’t know.” But I guess that sometimes when you really like someone, you like everything about them which is too much to even talk about. You love every single aspect about them, including all the things you hate.
Change, heartbreaks, new friends, old friends, adventures, drama, obstacles, experience, knowledge, stupidity, chaos, fights, break ups, make ups, hypes, new dreams, new goals, accomplishments, new found bitches, new enemies, tears, laughter, and new memories.
Not knowing how someone feels about you. Why? Because you are constantly worrying, constantly wondering about all the ‘signs’ the person gives you. This is why if you do happen to like someone, or feel something with someone then you should just straight up tell them. No mixed feelings. No keeping it all inside. Just tell them. No one likes being left alone wondering.
Ever get those feelings where all you can think about is that one person that makes you smile, continously? The feeling of what they are doing. How they are doing. And where are they — All without you? You despise the feeling because, you always wonder if they’re missing you, the way you are missing them.
It’s like this, either;
- You downgraded
- Or I’m just not good enough
It’s one or the other, but either way, it sucks.
Fuck the distractions, fuck the irrelevant. It’s time for me to fucking focus on what I need to be focusing on.